A couple weeks ago we took Emerson and Presley by GramMary's resting place.
I wasn't prepared for how emotional it was going to be. I know that she is with me watching over me everyday, I just feel it. It still breaks my heart that I lost her just a few weeks before Emerson came and that she never got to see and hold her.
She may be gone but she will never be forgotten and my girls will always know about Gram and the amazing person she was. As I sat at the grave that day and talked to her I also explained to the girls who was here I looked at Presley and said, remember GramMary you always gave her hugs and kisses. Presley then brushed some leaves away and gave her a kiss. As I watched Emerson and told her who Gram was and how she would have loved her she began to smile and in that moment I knew she was there. Emerson kept smiling and I knew Gram was giving her big hugs
In that sadness it was such a beautiful moment. I don't think you ever get over losing someone and I still think of her daily but her memory and spirit continue to live on and always will.
Happy St. Patrick's Day to one special Irish Lady!!
We love you GramMary!!

















